whatta great play...

hes been toying me far a long time....he kept forcing me to accomplish all he wants... make him cake, do his project assignments, buys what he wants... n i did those even i didn't feel volunteered to do....every time he come to me, he will bring the task that he want me to finish for him...when there is no task or the task done, i was left juz like nothing... at last i woke up....i want to stop letting him using me....i started to build my own self n stand... I felt so stupid for letting go z... he is d nicest guy I've ever had.... Oh god i really wish i can redo the time n naz haven't born to diz world so i wouldn't know him at all... if juz i could be back with z diz time, i won't ever repeat the mistake....i will stay with him how matter busy he is....god...pliz give me ur miracle.........

its all dreams...

'i love u', 'i really2 need u in my life', 'i will take care of u forever', 'im the most important in his life'...lots more.... I really cant believe the guy that told me all these left me rite now...y cant he see my sacrifices? i let go of a very nice guy 4 him...i train myself to be better,adorable girl...just need times... at least im better than him whom never even try to change for better at all... and now,he said im so worst,n keep hurting me by lot of harsh n sharp word bluntly....he want a very nice partner??? Does he being a nice partner?? NO! not at all! i keep staying by his side bcoz i love him. I dont want to waste after what we had been through...he once kept saying about matured relation...is he into it ? no! i really wish he will having the worst life ever after this...really wished...keep ur eyes open, bullshit....